August 21, 2012

I knew i was hooked at age 10

Porn destroyed my life and caused me to only think of women as sex objects. because i was exposed to porn so early i interpreted sex as true love instead of other forms of love like friendship and self sacrifice. I didn’t stop using porn till i was over 18. No one did anything to prepare me for the addictive nature of porn or how to deal with it. Because trained me to use women i often the height of any relationship was sex so when talking to women i often had wondering eyes which i know now is a disrespect. Porn is just another component of sexual addiction to my generation. One time i was at a family members house when we found a porn tape. when we watched it it made me feel wrong but gave me a rush similar to a high, I knew i was hooked (at age 10).

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