I’m still in high school and I have been addicted to porn for the last four years. It started with curiosity, at first I just wanted to know what it was and now I’m scared to be alone. Now I can’t even look at a girl without terrible thoughts coming into my mind. I’m scared when I walk around school or at the mall even when I’m with friends.
I still looked at porn and then after about a year I started sexting(sending dirty messages to people), sexting made me start wanting to have sex. Then after months of this I lost my closest friend because I did some inappropriate things to her that we both thought we wanted, and we just fell away.
And now I’m even scared to date. Four and and a half years after my curiosity, I have finally gotten help from someone. Just today, for the first time I have fought back against my addiction. I started looking at porn and with help I did stop. And I know it’s not much but it IS a start and that I’m proud of.
