August 20, 2012

Instantly addicted as a kid, wanted my wife to act that way too

I nearly ruined my life what else is there to say. I remember telling friends in first grade I had already seen pornography. I was instantly addicted and sought out more wherever I could find it. Through high school I felt strange and had no desire to interact with the opposite sex, i just wanted more porn even though I was becoming more religious. I still wanted more and began looking at more and more deviant material. eventually After I met my wife I started wanting her to act out what I had seen in the porn, luckily she threw me for a loop and vowed never to look at pornography again, and expected the same of me. I had no idea the harm it was causing but as I have given it up my relationship with my wife as well as my ability to relate to other women is vastly improved.

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